ORGANIZING

I have been lurking around and reading all this time. There really is no excuse to not commenting, though. And I feel bad!

Yes, I'm busy, and stressed, and tired, and I have an active toddler to care for day in and day out. Other people seem to have no problem writing and commenting and staying current.

But from now on I'm going to post. I'm going to write and comment and be active.

I'm back because I feel the need to be here, to have a space to share what I am about to embark on in the quest for another baby.

And I miss you guys.

Which brings me to my point (I know... so long in getting there!): My blogroll is woefully out of date! If I don't have you there, or I have an old link for you, please let me know how to find you.

Thanks, friends.

MAKING THE CALL

This morning I looked up the website for the clinic. And I left my browser open with the contact info page up.

Then I took Sacha to preschool, brought him home, fed him lunch and put him down for his nap.

Then I picked up the phone and dialed the number. And made an appointment to see the RE.

Our appointment is set for May 26. Which is three years less 2 weeks from the date we started our cycle that became Sacha.

I am scared and nervous. But also so excited.

I have hope because it has already happened once for us. But I also have so much knowledge and have read about so many peoples' experiences. I so not naive. But in a way I wish I was...

So many what-ifs. It's deja vu.